Captain's Blog

I'm trying to bring discipline and structure to my life. I need to get adequate rest in order to serve.

I will serve God, my family and myself well by getting the rest I need and being disciplined. This is incredibly hard. It's really easy to let life just happen and to do what you want especially as a mom. I'd love to do what I want and often I keep busy because I don't want to do certain things. (Laundry, dishes etc) Seriously I want a maid.

For seasons after I became a mom I embraced the house work and what I needed to get done and I know that at those times I was more disciplined and had a structure to my day.

Implimenting a structure for me is hard especially when I have been out of one for a while. It is also especially difficult as I have to do this on my own. I have to make this happen.

But I'm better off for it and so is my family. So here I go. Trying. I'm heading to bed by 10pm.

And by the way..... www.girltalk.blogs.com is a must see. Starting at Just a suggestion. Be blessed.

Alanne.