Thank you
A huge thank you for all who have been praying for us and supporting us over the last couple of weeks. Last night it really felt like something was broken off in the spiritual realm. I felt lighter, freer (is that spelt right?), I saw the beauty of the sunset. Funny how that is stolen.
Interestingly, today I am reminded that I am doing what I am suppose to be doing. I can be busy with BeautiControl or whatever "work" I choose to do but I find when I "work" the less I want to do what I'm called to do. Be a Home Manager. When I am at home and doing what I am to do I have a joy, a peace that I am doing what I am suppose to do. It's the most amazing place to be. So why is it that part of me longs to be doing something else? Well I believe that would be what the apostle Paul also wrestled with. Well hey if he wrestled with it I guess I'm ok. I just need to stay in the word and remind myself that this is what I am to do and continuously surround myself with people who encouarage me and love me enough to correct me when I get out of line.
I don't like housework. I don't like playing things with my kids that I don't like doing myself. I'm not great at cooking. It's a job that is the most sacrificial and lowest paying category. So why will God bless us and take care of us financially when I choose not to work for money and work my behind off at home making no money. Again that's where it doesn't make sense to the human mind. I know it doesn't make sense to me. That's where I have to continue to learn trust and to grow faith. We don't need a lot of faith cause if we had a lot of faith lots of mountains would move from BC to here! Matthew 17:20He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
Thanks for listening, learning and supporting our family through this time.
Blessings,
Alanne.